Switching back to english mode :)
I always begin cleaning up my apartment in the evening, and tonight was no excuse (I saved the bathroom for tomorow though). After dusting off and washing the floor, I really felt like thinking about some things… So I went outside in the coolness of the night, wearing my white shorts and t-shirt – I must’ve looked like a real ghost :)
It was around midnight when I took off… I went to the park not far from the cemetary, and sat down on the bench. The city lights were dreamy and trance-like, and I just sat there and stared for a while. Then I stroled back home… I just needed to be there for a while for some reason. I was in a weird mood: neither sad, nor especially happy… I guess I was trying to grasp a memory from that exact spot, but I couldn’t experience it the way I did when the memory was shaped… I want it so badly, but some things are gone for good.
Before going back inside, I paused and took a deep breath, filling my lungs with summer-night. God how I love that scent :) It really purifies the mind. Tonight I’ll sleep tight…
Think about it…